more computing shitezz
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okay everybody stop mocking me about little miss qwerty.
everybody secretly going home every night to inspect their computers/ read up on computing 101.

anyway, while 'pure play' sounds so suggestive..
it's actually only the opposite of brick-and-mortar.
(something i need to go back to after friday)

and i always thought https existed because there was not enough http to go around?!?! (considering the rate at which blogs ljs and websites are created..its like the thought i had when i was young..too many people dying and heaven has no space..)
just realised the s represented secure!

hmm. i'm srsly a computer idiot. going to flunk this test help!!

The Postal Service; Nothing Better

"For time is the only distance between two points
- Tennesse Williams"

my computing textbook is srsly one emo kid.
this one's under the chapter of internet connectivity, they actually dedicate quotes to each section of each chapter.
and the writer of the textbook engages in some serious monologue-ing such as "The search engine is one big disorganised library (how can you expect a library to be organised when there are no librarians?)"
and i've also learnt that our current keyboard is called the QWERTY keyboard!
(much to my dismay nobody has shared my amazement in this maybe i'm now considered alienated)
oh, electives.

fridayfridayfridayfriday.

during days of imprisonment, i have drawn up to-do list!
(and examined my nails, toenails and zit STILL sitting on my nose to no end)

i shall embark on self-learn and/or self-earn projects wish me luck!!
(for my 3-day woe too, time is crawlinggggggg.)

today i had the worst paper of my life.
hate myself for being indecisive, stupid act smart queen.

all that week's worth of cramming
i threw facts out of the window

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omg grey's s5e7 srsly The. Best.

Oh, my talking bird
Though you know so few words
They're on infinite repeat
Like your brain can't keep up with your beat.

And you're kept in an open cage
So you're free to leave or stay.
Sometimes you get confused
Like there's a hint I am trying to give you.

The longer you think, the less you know what to do.

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1. I NEED TO STUDY WHY AM I NOT MOTIVATED!! stupid zit go away stop resting on my nose!!
2. i hate school and my non existence.
3. some days i want to blurt it all out but i don't know how to describe this.

When the days are long,
and the thunder with the storm,
can always get me crying

Y


we're going to the stars, baby! (: (:

Radiohead; There There

this week saw me gluttoning over three seafood feasts
the first time i had the largest pincers ever to land on my plate,
(huiyi i finally ate roasted mantou!)

the second i experienced how herbal chicken can actually be yummy
(thumbs up to hardy and intensive scrubby mani &pedi in msia! kitty has feet the size of a girl's aka mine so we shared shoes..righttttt?)

and today i had orgasmic steamed fish the length of my arm + palm + fingers + nails (i realise this comparison isn't accurately conveying the yummy factor of the fish forgive me i havent gotten over my nails)
@jumbo cos it was daddy's birthday.. can't believe i actually considered putting his chinese name on his d24 birthday cake (happy birthday xxxx xxxx?!) which became ice-cream cake literally.. because my dear sis and mom put it in the freezer and we had a hard (pun intended) time cutting the cake and then ended up eating durian and crunching on ice cubes.

i'm flipping over how little work i've done this weekend SCREAMSSS.

i can't decide which halloween outfit tops my chart..
crazy guy in metal chains and ripped brown shorts (aka POW) or mascot bunny
i wish i was more festive! (ahem friends.. next year !!!)
maybe i shouldve been a crab considering how much of it is inside of me
yea and i'm so .. crabby.

okay bye reaction paper now now now!

(spot kitty in the background in his feather-tee teehee)

HATE MY HAIRRRRRRRRRRR.
don't know whether i should cut more to achieve ideal look (yes the damn hairdresser made his own headstrong but ill-opined decisions) or just let it grow..
me and my impulsiveness one moody day.
ugh looking at pictures makes my blood boil and toes curl at how gross i look

now hiring: room-painting and table sawing &re-attaching services

the worst thing that can happen to a university undergraduate
is probably to be suddenly doubting what you're studying and feeling lack of motivation of all sorts

Because Some Things In Life Don't Make Sense
1. I just willingly gave Topshop >250$ in 2days under the guise of a sale.
The irony of the word 'sale' can be quite literal.

amongst 5 items bought, the above in petite size4 = GRAB.

want!
also loving AnnSofieBack!

2. For someone who doesn't wear blush, my cheeks are currently remarkably rosy, so rosy it's actually in a state of startling redness thanks to Laneige's toner and facial cleanser. I will now vow to steer away from facial products with alcohol content, or risk looking like a clown suffering from occupational hazard of severe blush application addiction.

3. I've been waiting patiently for my AA tulip skirt which is taking ages to arrive because it's backordered. Why is AA in China but not in Sg!!?!? (answer to self: maybe they think Sg is a part of China) Hopefully Santa would be so kind to send it down my chimney this Christmas.

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4. Wonderful lovely things spotted when I went out today but I decided to punish self for overspending by not buying anything.. Why do lovely things never pop up when you're dying to buy something )):

5. The way you make me feel

Tegan and Sara; You Wouldn't Like Me
new obsession with secret xxxx xxxx show
just gobbled up entire box of gigantinormous strawberries (is this a hybrid made in china i wonder)
dreaming about soft and supple porkribs noodles i just had
can't believe im relishing and publicising embedded inner piggish nature at 1am

happy 2-0 kk!!

and earlier on, saw hmm is that you britney!?(&lotsa other great stuff just that this is most hmm pls scrutinise gravity's cruelness)

and nazi-ish birthday party kidz

and drank 4cm thick honey booze (HA) ataltogether now..

p.s. j &n; sorry pals hunger drove me to new haipa-inducing level!
but i insist n you have new scandy

it's AF and her Fanclub chairman(does this make us recruits)

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two nights ago had respite from school and fun with randoms, the usual randoms, and the usuals, and discovered nurave is dead wtf trublu LLs and BBs (okay i look like LL myself but i insist im not trublu) and and disturbed by the same thing all over again i just knew itttt bitchy unfriendly vibes :(((

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yes my teeth no longer has metal brackets!!!! (not that anyone noticed)

Styrofoam; Microscope

the opposite of love is ofcourse not hate
it's not indifference either

it's digust.
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proudly presenting my favourite tnp newface!

HOTT.

also smokin': mk olsen as always

okay 2 less people with long locks of love
i feel slightly less lonely now

why do hairdressers inherently enforce their preferences on your innocent hair, blatantly going against your wishes??

is this a case of rational moral actors or robots, assuming giving you a bad haircut is an act of crime?
okay i'm sick (pathological, diseased organism) of sociology.
stop it now!

life thoroughly sucks now
i'm depressed.

take it as it comes.

Umbrellas; Help



this is a post dedicated in loving memory of my lovely friends who i used to see everyday or at least often enough, and were always there for me and were truly truly important (and still remains to be so) at a point in my life

i'm just going to say this before i change my mind and go back to my mundane life where the only constants are busyness and fatigue, with this load of denial buried along within


new friends aren't the same and it's not just because i'm passive, and such a nostalgic ol hag but cos i only see them like weekly for a few hours and after some random small talk and laughs it's back to rushing off, intent on the next task ahead and forgetting all about each other


i miss.. dinah steph belle darrenn eng puyee jiang sab yins chansylvia foongwj huiyi and ofcos wting huang

that said, i'm back to endless projects.



it just has to be this way doesn't it.
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/edit 11:50p.m.
after completing my part for projects i'm feeling a tad liberated from today's agenda
(world of Sociology half tackled)
anw anw guess what i found!
http://www.harpersbazaar.com/magazine/cover/mary-kate-olsen-1007

oh mk i Y!!
grey gardens anyone?

off to Grey's now! (: (:

Tegan and Sara; You Wouldn't Like Me

my bf puts fugly pics of me sans eyeliner and dark eye ring concealer my daily best friends on facebook for the world to mock me !!
(obviously i put up the ones where i'm wearing specs so you can hardly see a thing)

this was WHAT HAPPENED.
(please ignore the face. i know its even more an eyesore than the two patches on my knees.)

seriously hurts to bend my knees or stand straight
so i do look quite retarded standing with slightly bent knees looking like i need to pee half the time
also not really appreciating omg-this-loser-cant-walk-properly stares and empathic looks on the train when people have nowhere else to rest their eyes except on my knees (doesn't help that this has barred me from taming my err leg hair which makes it all the more embarassing)

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room renovation sure is exciting!! (:

(insert happy astroboy face for effect)

Olivia Ong; Sweet Memories


prev entry deleted (shall stop being whiney emoness)

4 days have gone by without doing ANY work

sat was emotionally charged unbelievably worst day of my life #3, being stalked by weirdass psycho old man traumatising me with his loud chants of "in front behind in front behind" (wtf!?) and stopping when i stop and walking when i walk and changing lanes when i change lanes to another pavement and can somebody explain the quietness of Jln Jarak at 1p.m. in the broad daylight of the endless sunny rays on a scorching saturday afternoon?!
so anyway he was at the bus stop and there was no way i was going to be stuck at the bus stop with him alone yucks the church was right behind the bus stop but so ironic the church's side gate was usually closed that afternoon - the short cut i usually take to the bus stop!! so anw i was hurrying to this cab cos the cabbie was waving me over and in my short sprint i tripped on my heels (yes uncharacteristically in heels but i promise they don't look heels-ish) and oops landed on my knees like 10cm away from the cab. the cabbie was in a grave dilemma whether to LOL or feel bad. and i was smarting from physical pain and dying from utter embarassment.. now i have 2 bloody patches for kneecaps im going to be scarred for life nobody will marry me i need to wear slacks for the rest of my life
so anw it was a traumatising lousy bad awful day but i managed to trot to SAM with pals to catch some fleas.. i got a pair of shoes (pretty sure my badly scraped bleeding knees had a major impact on purchase decision) and belt and had some secretly yummy yoghurt at raffles city. promegranate &dragon fruit flavour is too cute though it does taste just like.. berry flavour.

sun was yummy dimsum feast with family + gregosamy
and all the way till now was much needed QT with kitty
doing things like watching Manchester Utd / Chelsea (his idea)
&(my idea) cooking for dinner (salmon, chicken, egg tofu &mushrooms, sausage .. okay happily having a feast) and breakfast (eggs with tomatoes and adventurously added raisins &roasted marshmellows which we each had 12?!!? disgusted with myself but secretly happy and light i floated to the skies like a cloud..)

okay the guilt is heavily tripping me
the week shall see me busy as a bee doing my projects and revising for tests

SIJIA PLEASE CHEER UP WE Y YOU PLENTY xoxo

so swamped with work right now it's not even funny
instead of drawing up shopping lists i have a list of angst

#1. COMMUTING
damn buses that always leave right where i can see them but i can't board them
#2. WEATHER
apart from spontaneous showers from the skies you get aunties shaking their umbrellas are your feet. and before you know it theyre hooking the corners of their brollies in your hair. wtf?!
#3. NO TIME FOR ONLINE TEEVEE, and EVERYTHING ELSE

promised myself to get a life after this week.

weekend whims

okay i know my hair seriously..

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for my own convenience;

gg

90210 (whatever sequence it should be)

mad men

grey's

oth

hill's

also, STUDY!!

(and sleep more, like kitty here)

it's like winter - just because the trees are bare doesn't mean they're dead.

satc, s6, e20